304号室、舌と夜

Kanji:

304号室、舌と夜

笑みを浮かべ涙流し手首にナイフを
信じた声嘘が笑う性的被害者

管を伝う赤い液をみつめて泣いてる
命さえも切り落とせず性的被害者
白い部屋を紅く染めて傷深く深く深くなれ

被害者の舌はありません

光はない閉ざされてる12歳のある朝
ベジタリアンぎみの僕にレアぎみの子猫

父よ母よ紅く染めて傷よ深く深く深くなれ

人の群れに縛られて孤独感じ何もできずに
明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の夜
夜が恐い夜が寒い夜の群れ夜に溺れていく
明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春
静かにして瞳閉じて母と父の顔を浮かべて
何度笑い何度泣いても戻らない
涙枯れた寒い夜はお別れです手首を切って
明日はもう来ないのだろう16歳の春

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English:

Note: I think the phrase “Morbid victim” should actually be translated as “sexual victim.”
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Room 304, tongue and night

With a smile in the face With tears running A knife on the wrist
The voice I believed A lie giggles Morbid victim

Looking at and crying Red liquid Running through the vessel
Unable to cut off even this life Morbid victim

Let this wound be deeper deeper deeper coloring this white room red

The victim has no tongue

No lights Closed One morning of twelve-year-old
I tend to be A vegetarian Kitten tend to be rare

Father Mother Let this wound be deeper deeper deeper coloring red

Bound in a crowd Feeling isolation Could do nothing
Tomorrow will not Come again Night of sixteen-year-old
Afraid of the night The night is cold A crowd of night Drowned in the night
Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old
Be quiet Close eyes Thinking about the face of Mother and Father
Even how many times I laugh I cry ever comes back
Good-bye to the cold night of tears dried-up Slashing the wrist
Tomorrow will not Come again Spring of sixteen-year-old