鞠の傘

Japanese:

鞠の傘

傘を差して夜の道を歩いています

たまにとても悲しくて寂しい夜が降ります

このまま何処か誰も知らない闇に消えてしまいたい

きっと誰もが一度は思う話です

傘を差して夜の道を歩いています

貴方の声が毎晩聞こえ泣いています

ずっと…

不眠症の夜考えたくない事ばかり色々考えています

何処までも堕ちる思考は赤色

灰に成りない私

無神経なほど強い人間

無神経な人間に成れば少しは傷つかずにすみますか？

今日も私は傘を差して…

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English: Note: The title sounds funny in English, but for the life of me I could not come up with a better translation. This is a good example of how technical proficiency in a language does not make one fluent. The word “mari,” or “ball” in English, must have a connotation I can’t pick up as an outsider. So… sorry. I rewrote the rest of the translation for the usual reason: the original translation was awkward.

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Umbrella of a ball

Umbrella raised, I walk the night street

Sometimes night falls very sad and lonely

I want to disappear in the darkness no one knows

Surely this is what everyone thinks at least once

Umbrella raised, I walk the night street

Crying because I can hear your voice every night

All the time…

Sleepless night, thinking many things I don’t want to think

Persistently falling thoughts are red

I cannot become ash

Insensitive, strong human being

If I become insensitive, will I not hurt anymore?

Again today, umbrella raised, I…